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We are religious sisters, meaning that we have consecrated our lives to Christ through religious vows. Our life is entirely focused on our mission, which is to “make Jesus Christ known and loved,” as our founders put it.

Our life is resolutely apostolic, but with an important part devoted to prayer. A nourished spiritual life enables us to help others deepen their relationship with Christ. On the other hand, we integrate our apostolate into our daily prayer.

It is common for the name of a Catholic religious congregation to be abbreviated by a few letters. This abbreviation follows, for example, the religious name. At the Cenacle, we sign “RC” because we are Religious of the Cenacle.

There are no Brothers of the Cenacle. However, men who feel close to our spirituality and charism can join one of the lay groups that share our spirituality.

There is only one way to belong to the Congregation: by being religious and having taken religious vows in the Congregation. However, it is possible to share the spirituality and charism of the Congregation without being a religious. There are various groups of lay people who form the spiritual family of the Cenacle, including a group of consecrated lay women who also take vows.

On 1 August 2023, there were 300 Sisters in 12 countries on 5 continents.

We are present on all 5 continents. In Europe: France, Italy, England, Ireland. In America: United States, Brazil. In Oceania: New Zealand, Australia. In Asia: Philippines, Singapore.

We don’t have a uniform religious habit. We adapt to local situations. In some parts of the world, we wear the veil, in others we wear simple clothes. But we all wear the same cross, unique to the Congregation.

In their spiritual journey, seekers of God can follow in the footsteps of a saint, another seeker of God who has gone before them and is given as an example by the Church. It is a good idea to ask for the intercession of a saint and to imitate his or her spiritual journey.

A relic is a material support for faith, but there are other ways of making the saint present to us in prayer. As relics are rare and precious, we prefer to give an image or a prayer of Saint Thérèse Couderc as an aide in prayer.

You can approach a Cenacle community. We would be happy to share with you the treasures of the spirituality of our foundress, Saint Thérèse Couderc.

The Congregation finds its inspiration in the experience of Mary in the Cenacle, who, with the disciples gathered together after the death of Jesus, remembers Him, awaits and hopes for the descent of the Spirit, and gives herself over to His action. In this way, she helped the nascent Church to move from fear to boldness.

Our founders remembered Jesus in prayer and contemplation, and, moved by a great trust in God’s Goodness, allowed themselves to be shaped by the Spirit in the concrete aspects of their lives and in the founding events. Sainte Thérèse Couderc, our foundress, in a text that she wished to keep, shares what she understood about the spiritual movement of ‘Self-Surrender’.

From the beginning, the spirituality and pedagogy of the Spiritual Exercises (which place at their centre the free dialogue between God and his creature) have enabled us to live personally and in mission, trust in the Father, the memory of Jesus and docility to the work of the Spirit.

Today, we too, the Sisters of the Cenacle, wish to be a community which, at the heart of this world, lives and helps others to live a movement of rootedness in Christ and openness to Life.

Following in the footsteps of our foundress, Saint Thérèse Couderc, we see the goodness of God in every person, in creation and in everything. We seek to conform our lives to the will of the good God, who loves us and wants us to have life in abundance (Jn 10:10). We are attentive to inner movements and the reality of this world so that we can discern the Lord’s calls in our daily lives and give ourselves over to the guidance of the Spirit.

Yes, Mary has a special role in our Congregation. Our Constitutions express this well: “To live in the Cenacle is to live with Mary in the overshadowing of the Holy Spirit and to share in her giving of Christ to others. The privileged role of Mary in our Congregation stems from the deliberate acts of our founders who expressly gave the Congregation to Mary. This has shaped our history and marks our community and apostolic life.
It is Mary in the Cenacle who incarnates what we are called to be as sisters of the Cenacle. In contemplating her there, waiting and listening in the solitude of the heart, receiving and surrendering again to the Spirit, we come to understand the depth of our own vocation and its reflection of the example of Our Lady in the Cenacle.
We celebrate her with joy as Mother of Jesus, Mother of the Church and our mother.” (n°37).

Throughout our history, we have received a great deal from the Jesuits and we often collaborate with them. But we are different from the Jesuits. For example, we are not involved in schools.

On the other hand, we are Ignatian because our spirituality and our apostolate owe a great deal to the Spiritual Exercises of Saint Ignatius. The Spiritual Exercises are the basis of our formation and they are our privileged tool in the apostolate, but with a tone that is our own, as women, inspired by the spirituality inherited from our foundress (seeing the Goodness of God in all things and allowing ourselves to be led by the Spirit).

The spiritual family that lives the charism of the Cenacle is not made up of religious sisters alone. There are also consecrated women who, through their daily lives and while having a profession, commit themselves to the service of God and the Church according to the specific charism of the Cenacle. Gathering at times in small groups, they take vows of celibacy, poverty and obedience.

Lay men and women, married or single, also live the spirituality of the Cenacle, meeting periodically to share their lives.

They all place prayer and the Eucharist at the centre of their lives, receive formation, and can collaborate in the work of retreats and spiritual accompaniment.

We cooperate in the Church’s mission to proclaim the Gospel. Impelled by Christ’s love, our apostolic service is devoted to awakening and deepening the faith through retreats, catechesis, spiritual guidance, and other related spiritual ministries.

Impelled by our love for Christ and the world, we desire the Gospel to become a source of life for everyone. To this end, in our apostolate, we seek to reach out to everyone who is open to encounter, especially those who are looking for something more in their lives. In the last General Chapter, ‘we felt called to pay particular attention to women, young people, and people on the periphery of the Church and society, as well as those of no religion or of other religions.’

All this without ceasing to make Christ known and loved by Christians, and in particular by anyone wishing to be accompanied in the growth of their faith and in the discernment of God’s will for their lives. Individuals, children, priests, religious, groups, families, chaplaincies….

In our spiritual centres, it is possible to stay on site for an individual or group spiritual retreat lasting several days.

Making a retreat means stepping back from your daily life to listen to God, yourself and reality, with the aim of growing in communion with God and putting your life in order.

The Spiritual Exercises, born of the spiritual experience of Saint Ignatius of Loyola, offer ways of living this experience. During a retreat, people are invited to pray from Scripture, contemplate the life of Jesus, and allow themselves to be touched by it. The words, images and stories that are the subject of their prayer produce thoughts, feelings and reactions that resonate with their lives. Through personal accompaniment and an introduction to spiritual discernment, the retreatant is helped to understand the origin and meaning of what lives and moves in the depths of his or her heart. In this way, the retreatant can grow in freedom, find his/her bearings in the face of the calls heard from God and make personal choices.

For those who cannot spare several days, there are also proposals for living the Spiritual Exercises in ordinary life.

Contact the community nearest you. You’ll find the contact details on the map on our website.

Spiritual accompaniment is a long-term commitment with regular meetings. Regularity is important because it allows you to follow your spiritual growth. The frequency of meetings is discerned together. They could be once a month, for example. Each meeting should be prepared so that I arrive knowing what I’m going to say. They last an hour on average.

The person who accompanies is a person of prayer who has received specific training in accompaniment. Her first role is to listen sympathetically as you review your life and your relationship with God. She can then use questions and suggestions to help me recognise what’s going on inside me and identify God’s presence in my life. She can also suggest ways of praying. She is not there to dictate my path but to walk with me, listening to the Holy Spirit and respecting my freedom.

The aim of accompaniment is to help me grow both humanly and spiritually.

Spiritual guidance is based on a relationship of trust, in which the person being supported must feel free to speak and, therefore, at ease. If this is not the case, don’t hesitate to ask for a change of spiritual director. Each of our Sisters has particular gifts. You’re sure to find the Sister with whom you feel comfortable walking under God’s watchful eye. In some spiritual centres, we also have lay collaborators trained in accompaniment.

Everything related to the spiritual life is priceless. However, our apostolate is our daily activity, which leaves us no time for a regular paid job. In order to offer a quality service to the people who come to us, we take the time to train and acquire real skills. So, we need everyone’s financial support, large or small, to enable us to live and continue to form ourselves. Sometimes, certain donations help us to also offer our apostolate to those who have fewer means.

Yes. Our participation in the Church’s mission is also expressed in prayer. In particular, we entrust the intentions given to us to the intercession of Saint Thérèse Couderc. Some of our communities are particularly involved in this apostolate of prayer.

Contributing to our mission can take many different forms: you can pursue formation to work with us to lead programs or retreats, or to become a spiritual director; you can also give time to welcome people or groups who come to our spiritual centres, help with the accounts, and so much more… in fact, many talents are useful to our mission!

You can also help us by making a donation to help our communities survive and enable people who do not have the means to participate financially in our activities to benefit from our apostolate. Finally, you can support us through prayer.

Consecrated life is a gift from God to humanity that manifests itself in various ways (religious life, secular institutes, societies of apostolic life, consecrated virgins, new forms, etc.). In each of these forms, men and women deepen their baptismal consecration and profess the evangelical counsels, choosing to live them in a way similar to that of Jesus. The characteristic features of his identity and his love (chastity, poverty, obedience) thus acquire a particular visibility and constitute a fruitful witness to the Gospel.

Traditionally, men and women religious publicly profess the vows of chastity, poverty and obedience. They undertake to live the evangelical counsels, which are addressed to all Christians, in a particular way, close to that chosen by Jesus. Through chastity, they commit themselves to a life of celibacy in order to love Jesus Christ with an undivided heart and to be open to a free and universal love for all their brothers and sisters, especially the poorest and those who suffer. Poverty is lived in a relationship of trust in the loving care of God the Father, as freedom of heart from material possessions, sharing with the poorest and taking action against various forms of injustice. Obedience is lived out in authentic and trusting dialogue with those in authority, as loyal participation in discerning God’s will and readiness for mission – whether in daily life or at the moment of receiving a particular mission.

A vocation is a call from the Lord that can set us in motion and give direction to our whole lives. It seizes us and shapes us when, by welcoming God’s loving gaze on ourselves and the world and dialoguing with Him, we allow our deepest desire to emerge and resonate within us. A vocation is a source of freedom, fulfillment, and joy, and leads to the choice of a particular way of life to love and live the Gospel as followers of Christ in today’s world.

You discover your vocation in prayer and in your relationship with the Lord. That’s why it’s important to devote time to listening to the Word of God and trusting dialogue with Him, in which we welcome His gaze on us, on our own lives and on the world. It is also essential to observe when we truly feel ourselves, free, dynamic and ‘able’ to love. Reflecting on our prayer and these life situations with the help of a spiritual companion gives us precious indications for discerning our vocation.

To recognise the call to religious life, it is essential to listen to the movements of the heart and how they unfold over time. What does the prospect of consecrating myself to God through the vows of chastity, poverty and obedience, of living in community, of giving myself to others in one of the many ways in which Jesus approached his neighbour, arouse in me in prayer and in moments when I feel close to God?

If I feel challenged at the deepest level, if I feel a certain attraction, despite some resistance, if, over time, I feel the courage to face my fears, if I am filled with a peace and joy rooted in reality, I can take the means to deepen the path of discernment.

To discern one’s vocation, it is essential to have an authentic prayer life and not to journey alone. Spiritual guidance is very helpful in recognising and interpreting the movements of the heart and finding ways to move towards a decision. For example, at some point, it might be a good idea to go on a retreat according to the Spiritual Exercises of Saint Ignatius.

Sometimes it might also be helpful to have (and revisit) concrete experiences (such as an internship in a community), which, by bringing us into contact with a particular reality, offer valuable elements for discernment.

It can also be useful to turn to your diocese’s vocation ministry and check whether there are any proposals for journeying with other young people who are wondering about their vocation.

If you know a Cenacle sister, you can contact her. She will give you the information you need. If you don’t know any Cenacle sisters, you can contact the nearest community (see where we are on the map on this site).

There is no standard model for a Cenacle Sister. The richness of our Congregation lies in the diversity of our characters, gifts and life experiences.

Joining the Cenacle is the fruit of the convergence of the personal discernment of the woman and that of the Congregation, which recognises the signs of a call to this particular way of life. The depth of the desire to follow Christ and to give oneself totally to Him, an inner understanding of the spirit and mission of the Cenacle and an attraction to this charism are very important. It is also necessary to have the availability to receive the formation necessary for integration into the Congregation. You must also have the desire and human qualities required to live the mission in community in today’s world and in an international Congregation.

The discernment process for entering the Cenacle follows the methodology of Ignatian spirituality. The specific stages may vary depending on the person and the context.

The first phase aims to get to know one another. The woman who feels attracted to the Cenacle spends time in one or more communities, dialogues with the sisters, shares the prayer life and, as far as possible, participates in the apostolic mission. Reviewing these experiences and their inner impact helps to determine the next steps to be taken. When the time is right, the woman is put in direct contact with the provincial superior, to whom she can express her desire to join the Cenacle.

Formation in the Cenacle unfolds according to the traditional stages of religious life: the postulancy (6 months to 2 years), a period of deepening mutual knowledge; the novitiate (2 years), a real introduction to religious life and preparation for consecration through first vows; the period of temporary profession (5 to 9 years), a time of intellectual, apostolic and practical formation, which concludes with the tertianship year. During this time, all apostolic activities are suspended in order to devote oneself, with the accompaniment of a sister, to prayer and deepening the charism, with a view to final incorporation through perpetual profession. During this tertianship year, there is usually a 30-day retreat and an internship in a community in a country other than one’s own. After final commitment, the sister does not cease to form herself, but enters into a process of ongoing formation, necessary to remain deeply rooted in Christ and place herself at the service of the men and women of our time.

A month with the Toulouse community

Sr. Marie Claudine

It was the three dimensions of our mission lived out with my sisters that really stood out for me. And I really enjoyed the experience.

At each community prayer, those who couldn’t be present because of their ministry commitments or other reasons were not forgotten. I felt a real communion of hearts in our prayer.

I also enjoyed times of prayer with the young “Céna club”, as well as the shared prayer every Wednesday.

I enjoyed visits such as the Basilica of Saint-Sernin and Lourdes.

At each community prayer, those who couldn’t be present because of their ministry commitments or other reasons were not forgotten. I felt a real communion of hearts in our prayer.

I also enjoyed times of prayer with the young “Céna club”, as well as the shared prayer every Wednesday.

I felt that the community is truly a place of shared joy, mutual appreciation, flexibility and availability, relaxation (sometimes with the young professionals) and community atmosphere. Of course, it’s also a place where we share a fraternal meal.

I didn’t come to this community by chance; it’s God’s grace. The community’s help with all the formalities involved in validating my visa and the files for my studies touched me enormously.

During this time, I was able to do some gardening in the community’s garden and also go to a Cenacle friend’s house in the countryside at Saint Frajou. There was a great atmosphere as we gardened together. Everyone was very happy to be gardening. What an enjoyable atmosphere! I also got to take part in cooking.

I also went to “La Casela”, a fraternal space for all women with or without children under 3 years old, where we met people from different countries. It’s a place of conviviality, mutual support, listening, meeting and sharing. It really was like family life.

This place was very interesting for me because there was French language learning and a cooking and pastry workshop.

During this experience, I experienced joy, openness and sharing. I also felt mutual understanding, self-confidence and a willingness to initiate something I don’t yet know. All of which gave me a deep sense of flexibility and availability. Despite my poor French, I was able to live this experience freely and benefited greatly from it.

The next part of my experience was in Lyon where I visited the archives in this historic building. The different visits gave me more knowledge about the history of the congregation. I was given a lot of hope and was confirmed in my vocation.

What really touched me was the moment when I saw the body of Mother Thérèse Couderc in Lalouvesc. I also saw the relics of François Régis and Father Terme.

In fact, everything I experienced helped me grow in Christ and increased my love for the Congregation. I can say that now I understand better the meaning of the passage from internationality to interculturality.

Revisiting the first part of my experience (Rome)

Sr. Alidah
“God is Good, more than good, he is Goodness”

It’s a joy for me to share the experience I had in Rome. To start with, I’ll explain the symbol I received at the end of our time together. At the opening of our experience, the sisters accompanying us asked us to look for a symbol, and I chose a STONE. I see in this symbol endurance, both for the spiritual life and for human life. That’s why I used the same “stone” symbol again at the end of the experience. Because during the experience, my faith became stronger, my vocation to this congregation more confirmed.

I then put the GOSPEL under my “stone” symbol, because the Gospel has accompanied me throughout my experience. In today’s Gospel, for example, I heard Jesus ask Bartimaeus: “What do you want me to do for you?”.

I also placed around the Gospel and my stone the NAMES of all the people who accompanied me, as well as the BOOKS we used during the experience in Rome.

As the sisters who accompanied us gave some guidelines for the final sharing, I was particularly struck by a proposal to give God a NAME: who is He for me? So I named God: GENEROUS GOD. For God has given me everything, He has done great things for me. We visited a lot of places, and when we went to Circus Massimus and Coliseum, I was very touched by the last prayers of the Christian martyrs before the lions devoured them. The blood of the martyrs really did flow everywhere in ancient Rome. The story of the martyrs has made me grow spiritually and humanly.

In brief, for me, all the places we visited are places of martyrdom. I understood Christ’s words: “Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me.” (Mt 16:24). This is also what Mother Thérèse Couderc says clearly in “Self-Surrender”: “you must take care… not to shrink from any of the little sacrifices which can help you advance in virtue”. The Cross is a path to HOLINESS.

Many thanks to the Generalate community, for giving us Susay , Hanitra, Helena, who accompanied us to the end, and Beth who joined us along the way. In a word: Thank you very much!

GENEROUS GOD

Lord my God, I thank you with all my heart

Your love is all over the earth

You are always with me

My heart is filled with joy

You never abandon me even when I have sinned

Lord my God! Thank you for all your wonders

I can’t say in detail

Every day you are GENEROUS with your love

You give me everything without return

and so I say to You

Lord I entrust myself to You

Teach me your way to better respond to your call

I believe you don’t leave me alone

You are there! My life is beautiful

I praise you with all my heart

You make me proud

My Lord! I ask you just one thing

A question comes from you

What do you want me to do for you, sister?

And I say to You with an open heart

Give me a heart that can love

For, You are a GENEROUS GOD!!!!

“The Mighty One has done great things for me”

Sr. Rufine

The international experience has opened my heart and mind to experiencing diversity and interculturality. This experience has been a gift from God to me, so that I can deeply taste cultural richness. I was in Rome for 11 days, and the time flew by. I lived this experience with freedom and discovered that Rome is rich in Christian history, such as that of Peter and Paul, the martyrs, Saint Ignatius, as well as the various Roman monuments.

When I entered St. Peter’s Basilica in the Vatican, I saw many altars and on each altar was being celebrated Mass. It reminded me of St. Thérèse Couderc’s “Self-Surrender”: she heard the sound of the bell and saw several altars where the blood of the lamb was flowing down each altar. I also took part in the mass in the chapel, where the throne of Saint Peter was clearly visible. I experienced this with great inner joy and deep faith. All this leads me to praise God.

At Tre Fontane, where Saint Paul was martyred, his head bounced off the ground three times. This Saint suffered greatly but was not afraid, he was ready to die for his faith. I was very touched by Saint Paul’s spirit, and it made me think that there is suffering to be endured in life, and after suffering comes true life. The martyrdom of Saint Paul helped me to cling to Christ and strengthened my faith.

As for Saint Ignatius of Loyola, I visited his room, the place where he wrote the Spiritual Exercises. What really touched me was that his room is very narrow, simple, which means that when I saw it, I said to myself that it’s a sign of his sincerity of life and his total detachment from earthly possessions. For all these discoveries, I never cease to give thanks to God, who has shown me His greatness.

In Versailles, I lived with the community for a month. This is a gift from God. What touched me was that there are many types of spiritual animation in this retreat house. I’m very happy because the community has allowed me to attend a few activities such as “Taste and Share the Word of God”, “Spiritual Matinees”, “Spiritual Weekends” and “Lectio Divina”. In all this, I’ve opened my heart, soul and mind to welcome some fruit.

The community organization that gives space to common prayer has anchored my heart in Christ; the deep sharing with faith and trust of each one during shared prayer all Sunday has allowed me to live the experience of the community of disciples with Jesus. I also took part in everyday life. In Versailles, I received many gifts that help me to live my vocation.

In Lyon, the historic home of our Congregation, I received a great deal of grace. What touched me the most was Saint Thérèse Couderc’s room, which made me understand her humility, her silence, her ” self-surrender “, her simplicity. In her room I saw the objects she used: needle, scissors, linen, a piece of paper with words from God… I’m convinced that it’s in everyday life that we find the true life, the true happiness that gives eternal life.

In Lalouvesc, when I entered the Basilica of Saint Régis, I felt that Mother Thérèse’s body welcomed everyone who came to this basilica. I was touched when I saw the goodness on Saint Thérèse Couderc’s face, her infinite love, her simplicity, her heart as big as the world…

I confirmed the offering of myself with Mother Thérèse at Notre Dame D’Ay.

It was also a gift that I was able to visit Mother Thérèse’s birthplace at Le Mas. I was able to stay there for a few days. It’s a miracle to me that this house is still there. I was able to imagine the qualities of Mother Thérèse’s family: friendly, Christian and supportive.

I thank God for having called and chosen me. I’m also grateful to the whole Congregation for allowing me to live this experience.

During this time of spiritual renewal, I have received many wonders that have marked my life.

My intercultural experience

Sr. Lucie

The first thing that struck me was the warm welcome from the sisters, with all the gestures of love expressed everywhere, even with the preparation of the bedroom. It gave me great joy.

This experience made me feel that I am precious in God’s eyes and that I must always be happy for the grace he gives me every day.

In Rome, my visit to the tombs of the martyrs touched me. I was especially struck by the story of Peter. I felt that Peter was a simple person who didn’t have much intellectual knowledge, but he became a Saint. I’m convinced that I don’t have to wait to become a great expert to be able to do my mission. It’s my ability to use what God gives me that’s most important.

In France, the most memorable moments for me were our days in Lalouvesc, where I saw Mother Thérèse’s body first-hand in the basilica of Saint Jean François Régis. I was also very happy to discover the former place of the shrine in our source house. The many memories left by Mother Thérèse and Father Terme, François Régis are precious to me. The spiritual objects made me understand their way of helping others and their good spirit in loving everyone.

I was touched by the link between St. François Régis and Mother Thérèse. I found good souvenirs of Mother Thérèse in the Museum of Saint François Régis.

In the Basilica of Saint Paul Outside the Walls in Rome

I have many insights into the life of Mother Thérèse, but I simply want to say that my contact with her rekindles in me the desire to live more fully the simplicity of our foundress and her love of prayer. May this help me to love each of my sisters, whatever their limitations, and to love all people, especially those I meet in the mission entrusted to me by the Congregation.

Ilna

I discovered the Cenacle in January 2023 at Noémie’s invitation.

Indeed, it was a period when I was very depressed and had no taste for parties or anything. So, at my dear husband’s insistence, we went. God is simply wonderful. He gave me back strength, hope and a taste for fraternal life thanks to Sister Lydia’s guidance.

On occasion, my husband and I had discovered the Cenacle Fraternity and we integrated it with joy. This joy never ceases to grow and, above all, with our commitment.

Thanks be to Almighty God.

May it fill the lives of the Cenacle sisters.

Michèle

I met sisters Laurence and Simone in Zinvié (Benin) at the Clarisse sisters house, where I had come for a 3-day retreat in February 2019.

During Sunday mass, the priest publicly thanked them for the work they had done in accompanying the community’s novices. On the way out, I hurried to catch up with them to find out more about accompaniment, and so I received the Vogan Cenacle leaflets.

A few months later I scheduled my 1st retreat at the Cenacle and I loved the accompaniment. Every year, I come to the Cenacle for various retreats and I come away ever more invigorated by the Ignatian spirituality.

I discovered the FAS training program (Formation to spiritual direction) and signed up for it, while following the Theological and Pastoral Initiation program in Cotonou (EITP). There I met Narcisse, who had already been there a year earlier. During an 8-day retreat in Vogan, I bumped into Narcisse again and the idea of doing something in Cotonou began to grow on me. I called Narcisse and told him about my idea. He then informed me that the idea was already underway with friends who had already made the journey and who wanted to see the fruits of that journey continue. And so began a series of meetings, often in Vogan or at the EITP, and afterwards with members of the nascent Fraternity. I was amazed to discover people who shared the same values of sharing, and I decided to commit myself even more to living the values of the Cenacle. This commitment came to fruition at Pentecost 2024. Thank you Lord for your wonders.

Act of Oblation

Lord Jesus, I unite myself to your perpetual, unceasing, universal sacrifice. I offer myself to you every day of my life and every moment of every day according to your most holy and adorable will.

You have been the victim of my salvation; I wish to be the victim of your love.

Accept my desire, take my offering, graciously hear my prayer. Let me live for love of you; let me die for love of you, let my last heartbeat be an act of perfect love.

Amen.

Goodness

I had, a few days ago, an insight which consoled me very much.

It was during my thanksgiving, when I was making a few reflections upon the goodness of God, and how should one not think of this at such a time, of that infinite goodness, uncreated goodness, the source of all goodness! And without this there would be no goodness whatsoever, whether in man or in other creatures. I was extremely touched by these reflections when I saw written as in letters of gold this word Goodness which I repeated for a long time with an indescribable sweetness. I beheld it, I say, written upon all creatures, animate and inanimate, rational or not, all bore this name of goodness, I saw it even upon the chair that served as a prie-dieu. I understood then that all that these creatures have of good and all the services and assistance that we receive from each of them is a benefit which we owe to the goodness of our God who has communicated to them something of His infinite goodness so that we may meet it in everything and everywhere.

Yet all that I am here describing is nothing; if I could but tell you something of what I experienced in that moment, what a joy it would be, but it is impossible to describe it, that which is Divine cannot be described. Only I am no longer surprised that the saints were enraptured at the sight of the goodness of which so many souls know so little; this impression stayed with me for several days during which I could find no pleasure in anything save only in what I had seen and experienced

Letter from Mother Thérèse Couderc to Mother de Larochenégly, Superior General, August 10, 1866 (extract)

Self-Surender

Sunday, June 26 [1864]
“Our Lord has often made me understand how helpful it is for a soul desirous of making progress in the spiritual life to surrender herself – to give herself – unreservedly to the guidance of the Holy Spirit. But this morning it pleased his divine goodness to give me a very special perception of it. l was preparing to begin my meditation, when l heard the pealing of the church bells summoning the faithful to assist at the divine mysteries. At that moment the desire came over me to unite myself with all the Masses that were being said, and to that end l directed my intention so that l might participate in them. Thereupon there came to me a general view of the whole Catholic world and of a vast number of altars upon which at one and the same time the adorable Victim was being immolated. The blood of the Lamb without stain was flowing in abundance over every one of these altars, which seemed to be surrounded by a light cloud of smoke ascending towards heaven. My soul was seized and penetrated with a feeling of love and gratitude on beholding this most abundant satisfaction that Our Lord was offering for us. But l was also greatly astonished that the whole world was not sanctified by it. l asked how it was when the Sacrifice of the Cross offered only once was sufficient to redeem all souls, that now being renewed so many times, it did not avail to sanctify them all. This is the answer I thought I heard: “The sacrifice is undoubtedly sufficient by itself and the blood of Jesus more than sufficient for the sanctification of a thousand worlds, but souls do not correspond; they are not generous enough.” Now the great means whereby one may enter the way of perfection and sanctity is to surrender oneself to our good God.

But what does it mean to surrender oneself? I understand the full extent of the meaning of the word, self-surrender; but l cannot explain it.
I only know it is very vast; that it embraces both the present and the future.

To surrender oneself is something more than to devote oneself, more than to give oneself ; it is even something more than to abandon oneself to God.
To surrender oneself is to die to everything and to self, to be no longer concerned with self except to keep it continually turned towards God.
Self-surrender is no longer to seek self-satisfaction in anything but solely God’s good pleasure.

It should be added that self-surrender is to follow that complete spirit of detachment which holds to nothing; neither to persons nor to things, neither to time nor place. lt means to accept everything, to submit to everything.
But perhaps you will think this is a very difficult thing. Do not let yourself be deceived; there is nothing so easy to do, nothing so sweet to put into practice. The whole thing consists in making a generous act at the very beginning, by saying with all sincerity: “My God, I wish to be entirely thine; deign to accept my offering” – that is all. But you must be careful to keep yourself in this attitude of soul, and do not shrink from any of the little sacrifices which can help you advance in virtue; you must always remember you have surrendered yourself.

I pray our Lord to give an understanding of this word to all souls eager to please him, and to inspire them to take advantage of so easy a means of sanctification. Oh! If beforehand they did but understand the sweetness and peace experienced by those who hold nothing back from the good God. How closely he unites himself to the soul that seeks him sincerely in total self-surrender! Once you have tried this you will see that therein lies the true happiness you are vainly seeking elsewhere.

The self-surrendered soul has found heaven on earth since she enjoys that sweet peace which is part of the happiness of the elect.”