To love without exception, without exclusion

During this Cenacle time, between the Ascension and Pentecost, the Risen Christ sends his Spirit upon his disciples to help them understand and integrate that his love is for everyone, without exception or exclusion, and that, in turn, this is how he calls them to love.

The monks who commissioned the sculpture on the tympanum of the Basilica of Vézelay had already sensed how great God’s heart is, that it is more than great, that it is universal, open to all creatures inheaven and on earth, because God, the “friend of the living,”loves everything that exists.

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For you love everything that exists; you are not averse to any of your works; if you had hated anything, you would not have created it.
How could it have survived if you had not wanted it?
How could it have remained alive if you had not called it?
You spare all beings, because they are yours, Master who loves the living.
Book of Wisdom 11, 24-26

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Tympanum of the portal of the Basilica of Vézelay (France), Pentecost, 1125-1130.

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With heaven as his throne and earth as his footstool, [1] the Christ in glory at Pentecost in Vézelay appears in a limited space that may symbolise the walls of the room with the closed doors of the Cenacle in Jerusalem.
Cependant, toutes les figures qui l’entourent
, show that this space is much wider. It is even limitless because the Risen Christ, victor over death, reigns over the Universe.

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From his hands, rays spread out over the disciples who surround him

but also upon everything created.

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For “all things were made through him, and without him nothing was made that was made.” [2].

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He is the Word,

with God from the beginning of the world,

he is the beginning and the end of all things.

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He is the Alpha and the Omega, the One through whom all things are created; all things are recreated, and all things are saved.

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He is the image of the invisible God;
the first-born of every creature.
In him all things were created,
in heaven and on earth.
Beings visible and invisible,
powers, principalities,
sovereignties, dominions,
everything is created by him and for him.
He is before all things
and all things subsist in him.
He is also the head of the body, the head of the Church:
he is the beginning,
the Firstborn from the dead,
so that he may have primacy in all things.
For God saw fit
that in him should dwell all fullness
and that all things through Christ
be reconciled to him at last,
making peace through the blood of his Cross,
peace for all beings
on earth and in heaven.” [3]

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Offering bearers

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The creation described here is the unfolding of the origin, the emergence of a new creation that transforms everything and reunites time and space.

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Everything that repeats itself cyclically in the rhythm of the seasons takes its place in the fullness of an eternal present that the Spirit brings to birth.

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What was particular to a given instant or moment becomes universal.

The activities described in their particularity of space and time – the seasons, the work in the fields that mark out the zodiac – are caught up in this movement towards the universality of the new creation, like a universal liturgy that transcends time and space.

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The Zodiac shows various agricultural or craft activities that mark the seasons.

For example, a farmer harvests a sheaf next to a lion (July-August) devouring a person.

 

Another farmer pours the harvested grain into a hutch next to the scales (September-October) of which the hair is on fire.

A soldier sitting under a tree cleans his shield while spring dances.

A man warms himself, another dresses next to the fish symbol (February-March), etc…

A farmer threshes his harvest with a flail while another harvests his vineyard.

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All go about their human occupations while Christ sends his Spirit upon all living beings and the whole universe, whatever the time or place.

There is no being, no place, no time that cannot be the receptacle of this gift!

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When the day of Pentecost was fulfilled, they were all together in one place. [] They saw tongues appear, which seemed to be of fire. They parted and came to rest on each of them. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit…” [4]

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The Reign of Christ spreads over his apostles and the whole universe, transfigured by him and in him, yet the notion of spiritual warfare has not disappeared.

Evil and its temptations are not denied in this cosmic representation, but they are expressed in a different way, in a perspective imbued with the hope and faith of Pentecost and the gift of the Spirit. God is the victor over the world, and this victory is already here. The Kingdom of God is already unfolding on earth, and even if this unfolding has not yet reached its fullness, the first fruits are visible.

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A breach has opened in the time of history. The Zodiac tells us this in images.

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The three medallions above Christ’s head in the centre of the tympanum between the signs of Cancer and Leo, represent two dogs, an acrobat and a mermaid.

In ancient and medieval astronomical conceptions, the space between Cancer and Leo constituted one of the two “gates” of communication between heaven and earth. On the portal at Vézelay, between these two signs of the Zodiac, just above the head of Christ, is a representation of the anima hominum, the point of passage from heaven to earth, which is also the point of passage of the summer solstice and therefore of light, in the form of three forms wrapped around themselves: two dogs, an acrobat and a mermaid.

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These three kinds of wheels in which the figures spin round and round, symbolise bestiality, violence, perversion, seduction, lust, and other dangers that threaten human beings and can dazzle them. Through this passage between heaven and earth, located in this sculpture above his head, Christ, who is the “Door,” [5] interrupts the endless circle of years to give access to eternal life. Christ, who is the true light, bursts into this cycle of time to drive out evil, false light and the power of darkness. [6] Through his coming, Christ creates a definitive and irreversible break in the cycle of time marked by the stars, opening up the eternity of salvation to the world and to every being.

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Other sculpted details tell pilgrims not to forget that the spiritual battle on earth is not over, that the Reign of God is not yet complete and that today is still a time of waiting, hope and vigilance. This is the case, for example, with the sign of Leo, which devours a man; with the signs of Capricorn, Taurus and Aries, whose bodies end in fishtails like deceptive mermaids; or with the sign of Libra, which becomes a figure whose hair is ablaze with long flames. These are warnings engraved in stone, designed to keep pilgrims alert and vigilant.

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Leo

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Taurus

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Libra

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The gift of the Spirit in the portal of the Basilica of Vézelay concerns daily life, the cycle of the seasons and the work of humans, but it also extends to the farthest reaches of the world. Living beings, in the uniqueness of their personal and collective histories, as well as in the diversity of their origins that make them many peoples, find themselves caught up in the movement of this new creation that carries them towards Christ, to become one in him.

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For God saw fit that in him all fullness should dwell, and that through him all should
be reconciled and that through him all things on earth and in heaven might be reconciled.” [7]

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Thus, around Christ, whose hands radiate the Holy Spirit, all the known peoples of the world are represented, with their own particularities, because they are destined to receive the Spirit.

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Armenians wearing skates
Phrygians recognisable by their bonnets
Romans in coats of mail

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Scythian archers
Byzantine carrying a Greek fire staff
Pygmies

Parthians, Medes and Elamites, inhabitants of Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, the provinces of Pontus and Asia, Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the Libyan regions near Cyrene, Romans passing through, Jews by birth and converts, Cretans and Arabs, all seem to be represented in this tympanum.[8]

But as if this were not enough to speak of the universality of the gift of the Spirit, other peoples are represented with more astonishing, even disconcerting attributes, even defying nature and current scientific knowledge.

Drawing heavily on works such as the natural history of Pliny the Elder, a Latin naturalist and writer from the early Christian era, sculptors in the Middle Ages depicted in stone the strange peoples living at the ends of the earth.

Dog-headed humans (cynocephalus) who cannot speak and can only bark; creatures with ears so (the Panotians or Panotii) that they can wrap themselves inside them to sleep, beings with only one foot (sciapods), but of such a size that, to defend themselves from the heat, they topple over onto the ground, their foot covering them entirely with its shadow; still others called pygmies, no more than a cubit high and living no more than eight years…

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Cappadocians, a people of Siamese brothers
Ethiopians with flattened noses
(according to Herodotus)
Panoti, with big ears in which they wrap themselves to sleep

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Pygmie climbing a ladder
to ride a horse
Cynocephalic men
(dog-headed)

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All the peoples of the earth, however extravagant they may be, gathered around Christ, the only Redeemer, are included in God’s plan of salvation and called to become his disciples and apostles, bearers of the Good News to the ends of the earth.

Having become Christs on earth through the Spirit received at Pentecost, they are sent by the King of the Universe to bear witness and make disciples.

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All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
Go therefore and make disciples of all nations.[9]

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Go into all the world and proclaim the Gospel to all creation.[10]

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This is how we recognise the figure below Christ’s feet:

on the overmantel, John the Baptist carrying the Lamb of God, in reference to his words on the banks of the Jordan, when he saw Jesus and said to his disciples: Behold the Lamb of God[11] .;
on the lintel, to the right of John the Baptist’s head at the foot of the mandorla: Peter and Paul (barely legible as they are very damaged) ;
on the door jambs: Peter and Paul on the right, two other apostles on the left.

left pedestal
with two other apostles

John the Baptist
showing the lamb

right pedestal:
Peter and Paul

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.What is received cannot be kept! Sent by Christ , John the Baptist, Peter, Andrew, James and John… but also Paul, Zacchaeus, Mary Magdalene, Martha, Tabitha, Lidia and so many others, simple sinners, seamstresses, tax collectors or Pharisees and persecutors, all having responded to Christ’s call, clothed in the Spirit, immediately became bearers of the Good News throughout the world, to the ends of the earth.

King of all the peoples of the earth, master of time and history who interrupts the endless cycle of the seasons to give access to eternal life, the beginning and end of everything, Alpha and Omega, Christ still calls today on every continent, rich and poor, the most humble and the greatest, whatever their position in this world and in history, whatever their age and length of life, are called to receive the Spirit and bring the Spirit to others while recognising in every other disciple of Christ another bearer of the Spirit.

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I will put my Spirit within you and make you walk according to my laws.”[12] .

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In this way, the way of being of human beings indwelt by the Spirit of Christ is transformed by a force that comes from God himself. The sin that stems from human beings not being in tune with God recedes, allowing the gift of the Spirit to penetrate hearts, adjust them to Love and send them out into the world to spread the sacred doctrine among people of every state and condition.[13]. Par eux, icônes du Christ, le règne de l’Esprit peut se répandre de manière nouvelle offrant béatitude et bonheur à ceux qui voudront devenir disciples.

So, it is here and now that Christ is Saviour. It is now because it is always, here because it is throughout the universe; it is for me because it is for every human being of every race and every nation.

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The Spirit, which offers itself without limit to every living being in the Universe,blows where it will, no one knowing where it comes from or where it is going! The Spirit offers itself without exception to anyone, as we can imagine from these sculptures, whether they are standing by the fire in winter, resting in their homes, working in the fields under the scorching sun, in the office or in the factory, whether they are dwarfs, giants, blacks, whites, Africans, Asians, rich or poor… the Spirit is given to each and every one of us, to everyone, without discrimination, without distinction and in abundance, as long as we are willing to receive it… The challenge lies in this openness and this reception!

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The Spirit blows where it wills, and when it gives itself where we never imagined it could, we are sometimes astonished. This is particularly true when he gives himself to those we do not like, those who disturb us and whom we reject.

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By who he is, the Spirit invites us to have a broad and generous spirit and inner freedom. His prodigality is an invitation to widen the space of our tent to welcome the places and people through whom he manifests himself rather than trying to assign him the places where we think he should act. This way of being is far removed from certain sterile immobilities that lead us to say “we have always done it this way,” “in my day it was better…,” from certainties that take the form of “you just have to…”, “we need to…”,from those convictions that make us find ourselves “intelligent”… those who think like us, or from a fixed moralism of the pure knowing what is good and what is bad and finding themselves just in judging others. No, the Holy Spirit does not tend towards such conformism or uniformity.

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He loves us without exception and without exclusion.

He calls us to love without exception and without exclusion.

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In his Universality,

the Spirit of God at Pentecost

expands our hearts,

widens our gaze,

refines our listening

to the originality of all beings.

 

Sr. Ghislaine Pauquet r.c.

 

  1. “Thus says the Lord: The heavens are my throne, and the earth is my footstool. (..) My hand made all this, all this is mine says the Lord.” (Is 66:1-2).

  2. Jn. 1:3.

  3. Col. 1:15-20

  4. Acts 2:1-4.

  5. John 10:1-10.

  6. John 1:4-5 and 9.

  7. Col. 1:19-20.

  8. Acts 2:9-10.

  9. Mt 28:19.

  10. Mk 16:15.

  11. Jn 1:36.

  12. Ez. 36:27.

  13. Spiritual Exercises n ° 114 and 146.

A month with the Toulouse community

Sr. Marie Claudine

It was the three dimensions of our mission lived out with my sisters that really stood out for me. And I really enjoyed the experience.

At each community prayer, those who couldn’t be present because of their ministry commitments or other reasons were not forgotten. I felt a real communion of hearts in our prayer.

I also enjoyed times of prayer with the young “Céna club”, as well as the shared prayer every Wednesday.

I enjoyed visits such as the Basilica of Saint-Sernin and Lourdes.

At each community prayer, those who couldn’t be present because of their ministry commitments or other reasons were not forgotten. I felt a real communion of hearts in our prayer.

I also enjoyed times of prayer with the young “Céna club”, as well as the shared prayer every Wednesday.

I felt that the community is truly a place of shared joy, mutual appreciation, flexibility and availability, relaxation (sometimes with the young professionals) and community atmosphere. Of course, it’s also a place where we share a fraternal meal.

I didn’t come to this community by chance; it’s God’s grace. The community’s help with all the formalities involved in validating my visa and the files for my studies touched me enormously.

During this time, I was able to do some gardening in the community’s garden and also go to a Cenacle friend’s house in the countryside at Saint Frajou. There was a great atmosphere as we gardened together. Everyone was very happy to be gardening. What an enjoyable atmosphere! I also got to take part in cooking.

I also went to “La Casela”, a fraternal space for all women with or without children under 3 years old, where we met people from different countries. It’s a place of conviviality, mutual support, listening, meeting and sharing. It really was like family life.

This place was very interesting for me because there was French language learning and a cooking and pastry workshop.

During this experience, I experienced joy, openness and sharing. I also felt mutual understanding, self-confidence and a willingness to initiate something I don’t yet know. All of which gave me a deep sense of flexibility and availability. Despite my poor French, I was able to live this experience freely and benefited greatly from it.

The next part of my experience was in Lyon where I visited the archives in this historic building. The different visits gave me more knowledge about the history of the congregation. I was given a lot of hope and was confirmed in my vocation.

What really touched me was the moment when I saw the body of Mother Thérèse Couderc in Lalouvesc. I also saw the relics of François Régis and Father Terme.

In fact, everything I experienced helped me grow in Christ and increased my love for the Congregation. I can say that now I understand better the meaning of the passage from internationality to interculturality.

Revisiting the first part of my experience (Rome)

Sr. Alidah
“God is Good, more than good, he is Goodness”

It’s a joy for me to share the experience I had in Rome. To start with, I’ll explain the symbol I received at the end of our time together. At the opening of our experience, the sisters accompanying us asked us to look for a symbol, and I chose a STONE. I see in this symbol endurance, both for the spiritual life and for human life. That’s why I used the same “stone” symbol again at the end of the experience. Because during the experience, my faith became stronger, my vocation to this congregation more confirmed.

I then put the GOSPEL under my “stone” symbol, because the Gospel has accompanied me throughout my experience. In today’s Gospel, for example, I heard Jesus ask Bartimaeus: “What do you want me to do for you?”.

I also placed around the Gospel and my stone the NAMES of all the people who accompanied me, as well as the BOOKS we used during the experience in Rome.

As the sisters who accompanied us gave some guidelines for the final sharing, I was particularly struck by a proposal to give God a NAME: who is He for me? So I named God: GENEROUS GOD. For God has given me everything, He has done great things for me. We visited a lot of places, and when we went to Circus Massimus and Coliseum, I was very touched by the last prayers of the Christian martyrs before the lions devoured them. The blood of the martyrs really did flow everywhere in ancient Rome. The story of the martyrs has made me grow spiritually and humanly.

In brief, for me, all the places we visited are places of martyrdom. I understood Christ’s words: “Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me.” (Mt 16:24). This is also what Mother Thérèse Couderc says clearly in “Self-Surrender”: “you must take care… not to shrink from any of the little sacrifices which can help you advance in virtue”. The Cross is a path to HOLINESS.

Many thanks to the Generalate community, for giving us Susay , Hanitra, Helena, who accompanied us to the end, and Beth who joined us along the way. In a word: Thank you very much!

GENEROUS GOD

Lord my God, I thank you with all my heart

Your love is all over the earth

You are always with me

My heart is filled with joy

You never abandon me even when I have sinned

Lord my God! Thank you for all your wonders

I can’t say in detail

Every day you are GENEROUS with your love

You give me everything without return

and so I say to You

Lord I entrust myself to You

Teach me your way to better respond to your call

I believe you don’t leave me alone

You are there! My life is beautiful

I praise you with all my heart

You make me proud

My Lord! I ask you just one thing

A question comes from you

What do you want me to do for you, sister?

And I say to You with an open heart

Give me a heart that can love

For, You are a GENEROUS GOD!!!!

“The Mighty One has done great things for me”

Sr. Rufine

The international experience has opened my heart and mind to experiencing diversity and interculturality. This experience has been a gift from God to me, so that I can deeply taste cultural richness. I was in Rome for 11 days, and the time flew by. I lived this experience with freedom and discovered that Rome is rich in Christian history, such as that of Peter and Paul, the martyrs, Saint Ignatius, as well as the various Roman monuments.

When I entered St. Peter’s Basilica in the Vatican, I saw many altars and on each altar was being celebrated Mass. It reminded me of St. Thérèse Couderc’s “Self-Surrender”: she heard the sound of the bell and saw several altars where the blood of the lamb was flowing down each altar. I also took part in the mass in the chapel, where the throne of Saint Peter was clearly visible. I experienced this with great inner joy and deep faith. All this leads me to praise God.

At Tre Fontane, where Saint Paul was martyred, his head bounced off the ground three times. This Saint suffered greatly but was not afraid, he was ready to die for his faith. I was very touched by Saint Paul’s spirit, and it made me think that there is suffering to be endured in life, and after suffering comes true life. The martyrdom of Saint Paul helped me to cling to Christ and strengthened my faith.

As for Saint Ignatius of Loyola, I visited his room, the place where he wrote the Spiritual Exercises. What really touched me was that his room is very narrow, simple, which means that when I saw it, I said to myself that it’s a sign of his sincerity of life and his total detachment from earthly possessions. For all these discoveries, I never cease to give thanks to God, who has shown me His greatness.

In Versailles, I lived with the community for a month. This is a gift from God. What touched me was that there are many types of spiritual animation in this retreat house. I’m very happy because the community has allowed me to attend a few activities such as “Taste and Share the Word of God”, “Spiritual Matinees”, “Spiritual Weekends” and “Lectio Divina”. In all this, I’ve opened my heart, soul and mind to welcome some fruit.

The community organization that gives space to common prayer has anchored my heart in Christ; the deep sharing with faith and trust of each one during shared prayer all Sunday has allowed me to live the experience of the community of disciples with Jesus. I also took part in everyday life. In Versailles, I received many gifts that help me to live my vocation.

In Lyon, the historic home of our Congregation, I received a great deal of grace. What touched me the most was Saint Thérèse Couderc’s room, which made me understand her humility, her silence, her ” self-surrender “, her simplicity. In her room I saw the objects she used: needle, scissors, linen, a piece of paper with words from God… I’m convinced that it’s in everyday life that we find the true life, the true happiness that gives eternal life.

In Lalouvesc, when I entered the Basilica of Saint Régis, I felt that Mother Thérèse’s body welcomed everyone who came to this basilica. I was touched when I saw the goodness on Saint Thérèse Couderc’s face, her infinite love, her simplicity, her heart as big as the world…

I confirmed the offering of myself with Mother Thérèse at Notre Dame D’Ay.

It was also a gift that I was able to visit Mother Thérèse’s birthplace at Le Mas. I was able to stay there for a few days. It’s a miracle to me that this house is still there. I was able to imagine the qualities of Mother Thérèse’s family: friendly, Christian and supportive.

I thank God for having called and chosen me. I’m also grateful to the whole Congregation for allowing me to live this experience.

During this time of spiritual renewal, I have received many wonders that have marked my life.

My intercultural experience

Sr. Lucie

The first thing that struck me was the warm welcome from the sisters, with all the gestures of love expressed everywhere, even with the preparation of the bedroom. It gave me great joy.

This experience made me feel that I am precious in God’s eyes and that I must always be happy for the grace he gives me every day.

In Rome, my visit to the tombs of the martyrs touched me. I was especially struck by the story of Peter. I felt that Peter was a simple person who didn’t have much intellectual knowledge, but he became a Saint. I’m convinced that I don’t have to wait to become a great expert to be able to do my mission. It’s my ability to use what God gives me that’s most important.

In France, the most memorable moments for me were our days in Lalouvesc, where I saw Mother Thérèse’s body first-hand in the basilica of Saint Jean François Régis. I was also very happy to discover the former place of the shrine in our source house. The many memories left by Mother Thérèse and Father Terme, François Régis are precious to me. The spiritual objects made me understand their way of helping others and their good spirit in loving everyone.

I was touched by the link between St. François Régis and Mother Thérèse. I found good souvenirs of Mother Thérèse in the Museum of Saint François Régis.

In the Basilica of Saint Paul Outside the Walls in Rome

I have many insights into the life of Mother Thérèse, but I simply want to say that my contact with her rekindles in me the desire to live more fully the simplicity of our foundress and her love of prayer. May this help me to love each of my sisters, whatever their limitations, and to love all people, especially those I meet in the mission entrusted to me by the Congregation.

Ilna

I discovered the Cenacle in January 2023 at Noémie’s invitation.

Indeed, it was a period when I was very depressed and had no taste for parties or anything. So, at my dear husband’s insistence, we went. God is simply wonderful. He gave me back strength, hope and a taste for fraternal life thanks to Sister Lydia’s guidance.

On occasion, my husband and I had discovered the Cenacle Fraternity and we integrated it with joy. This joy never ceases to grow and, above all, with our commitment.

Thanks be to Almighty God.

May it fill the lives of the Cenacle sisters.

Michèle

I met sisters Laurence and Simone in Zinvié (Benin) at the Clarisse sisters house, where I had come for a 3-day retreat in February 2019.

During Sunday mass, the priest publicly thanked them for the work they had done in accompanying the community’s novices. On the way out, I hurried to catch up with them to find out more about accompaniment, and so I received the Vogan Cenacle leaflets.

A few months later I scheduled my 1st retreat at the Cenacle and I loved the accompaniment. Every year, I come to the Cenacle for various retreats and I come away ever more invigorated by the Ignatian spirituality.

I discovered the FAS training program (Formation to spiritual direction) and signed up for it, while following the Theological and Pastoral Initiation program in Cotonou (EITP). There I met Narcisse, who had already been there a year earlier. During an 8-day retreat in Vogan, I bumped into Narcisse again and the idea of doing something in Cotonou began to grow on me. I called Narcisse and told him about my idea. He then informed me that the idea was already underway with friends who had already made the journey and who wanted to see the fruits of that journey continue. And so began a series of meetings, often in Vogan or at the EITP, and afterwards with members of the nascent Fraternity. I was amazed to discover people who shared the same values of sharing, and I decided to commit myself even more to living the values of the Cenacle. This commitment came to fruition at Pentecost 2024. Thank you Lord for your wonders.

Act of Oblation

Lord Jesus, I unite myself to your perpetual, unceasing, universal sacrifice. I offer myself to you every day of my life and every moment of every day according to your most holy and adorable will.

You have been the victim of my salvation; I wish to be the victim of your love.

Accept my desire, take my offering, graciously hear my prayer. Let me live for love of you; let me die for love of you, let my last heartbeat be an act of perfect love.

Amen.

Goodness

I had, a few days ago, an insight which consoled me very much.

It was during my thanksgiving, when I was making a few reflections upon the goodness of God, and how should one not think of this at such a time, of that infinite goodness, uncreated goodness, the source of all goodness! And without this there would be no goodness whatsoever, whether in man or in other creatures. I was extremely touched by these reflections when I saw written as in letters of gold this word Goodness which I repeated for a long time with an indescribable sweetness. I beheld it, I say, written upon all creatures, animate and inanimate, rational or not, all bore this name of goodness, I saw it even upon the chair that served as a prie-dieu. I understood then that all that these creatures have of good and all the services and assistance that we receive from each of them is a benefit which we owe to the goodness of our God who has communicated to them something of His infinite goodness so that we may meet it in everything and everywhere.

Yet all that I am here describing is nothing; if I could but tell you something of what I experienced in that moment, what a joy it would be, but it is impossible to describe it, that which is Divine cannot be described. Only I am no longer surprised that the saints were enraptured at the sight of the goodness of which so many souls know so little; this impression stayed with me for several days during which I could find no pleasure in anything save only in what I had seen and experienced

Letter from Mother Thérèse Couderc to Mother de Larochenégly, Superior General, August 10, 1866 (extract)

Self-Surender

Sunday, June 26 [1864]
“Our Lord has often made me understand how helpful it is for a soul desirous of making progress in the spiritual life to surrender herself – to give herself – unreservedly to the guidance of the Holy Spirit. But this morning it pleased his divine goodness to give me a very special perception of it. l was preparing to begin my meditation, when l heard the pealing of the church bells summoning the faithful to assist at the divine mysteries. At that moment the desire came over me to unite myself with all the Masses that were being said, and to that end l directed my intention so that l might participate in them. Thereupon there came to me a general view of the whole Catholic world and of a vast number of altars upon which at one and the same time the adorable Victim was being immolated. The blood of the Lamb without stain was flowing in abundance over every one of these altars, which seemed to be surrounded by a light cloud of smoke ascending towards heaven. My soul was seized and penetrated with a feeling of love and gratitude on beholding this most abundant satisfaction that Our Lord was offering for us. But l was also greatly astonished that the whole world was not sanctified by it. l asked how it was when the Sacrifice of the Cross offered only once was sufficient to redeem all souls, that now being renewed so many times, it did not avail to sanctify them all. This is the answer I thought I heard: “The sacrifice is undoubtedly sufficient by itself and the blood of Jesus more than sufficient for the sanctification of a thousand worlds, but souls do not correspond; they are not generous enough.” Now the great means whereby one may enter the way of perfection and sanctity is to surrender oneself to our good God.

But what does it mean to surrender oneself? I understand the full extent of the meaning of the word, self-surrender; but l cannot explain it.
I only know it is very vast; that it embraces both the present and the future.

To surrender oneself is something more than to devote oneself, more than to give oneself ; it is even something more than to abandon oneself to God.
To surrender oneself is to die to everything and to self, to be no longer concerned with self except to keep it continually turned towards God.
Self-surrender is no longer to seek self-satisfaction in anything but solely God’s good pleasure.

It should be added that self-surrender is to follow that complete spirit of detachment which holds to nothing; neither to persons nor to things, neither to time nor place. lt means to accept everything, to submit to everything.
But perhaps you will think this is a very difficult thing. Do not let yourself be deceived; there is nothing so easy to do, nothing so sweet to put into practice. The whole thing consists in making a generous act at the very beginning, by saying with all sincerity: “My God, I wish to be entirely thine; deign to accept my offering” – that is all. But you must be careful to keep yourself in this attitude of soul, and do not shrink from any of the little sacrifices which can help you advance in virtue; you must always remember you have surrendered yourself.

I pray our Lord to give an understanding of this word to all souls eager to please him, and to inspire them to take advantage of so easy a means of sanctification. Oh! If beforehand they did but understand the sweetness and peace experienced by those who hold nothing back from the good God. How closely he unites himself to the soul that seeks him sincerely in total self-surrender! Once you have tried this you will see that therein lies the true happiness you are vainly seeking elsewhere.

The self-surrendered soul has found heaven on earth since she enjoys that sweet peace which is part of the happiness of the elect.”